Friday, November 14

I have a clean kitchen

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I just did a post and it all deleted...

Grrrr....!

Anyways... Today's been pretty boring. I've had a lot of those lately, but you get used to it.

Lately I feel a little left out. Two of my roommates and one of my neighbors have become pretty good friends. They hang out all the time. Our neighbor practically lives at our house now. I hang out with them frequently, but always end up feeling like a 3rd wheel. Who knew you could feel like a 3rd wheel with 4 people?!?!

I've expressed this to one of them, and he said I should just butt in. But when I butt in I feel obnoxious and out of place. I can't tell if it is just me or if it is them...

When the neighbor comes over he always asks for the other two, never me. If they say we are all such good friends, how come I'm never the one people look for?

I'm probably just being overly sensitive... I have a tendency to do that.

Ugh... Friends...

4 comments:

Megan said...

put on your green boots and feel the love seeping in through your toes! btw, I have yet to see pictures of those lovely boots :)

Suzanne said...

The joy of friends huh. I hate to feel that way too. But your friends right just butt in, and we all know you are a little obxious right?

Cori said...

I know how you feel and I am sure it was this one day that you seemed to feel it more than another! I hope you are better now and remember that while one person may be off that day there are many more that aren't and all you have to do is find one of them. There is such an abundance of Nick Platt Love out there that it wouldn't take much to find someone that could make you smile!!!!!! You have a gift of making people smile so if you are feeling low just find someone that you can share your smile with and all will be so much better!!!! I love and miss you lots and hope you have a tremendous Thanksgiving!!! Gobble Gobble

Jileen said...

Just wanted you to know that Lawsen was trying to get your picture on the fridge today (the one that you two took at Chuck E Cheese) and I took it away to put back on the fridge. He yelled out "Nick, Nick"! at the top of his lungs.

Let's just say, he hasn't forgotten you - and we all can't wait to see you and the rest of the fam at Christmas. Good luck on your finals!